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"It was a good day".

That's how I started last week, according to my Five Minute Journal. Today, I'm just kinda, meh. The annoyance of having a meeting with a client kind of put a damper on the week's start; but that slowly started to degrade, seeing as they were completely unresponsive. A good thing? Maybe so.

I'd say that the week wasn't exciting, or noteworthy; as I'm drawing a blank right now, trying to think of anything worth mentioning. Although, one thing I've noted by reading my past blog entries is that I don't remember the drudgery of my day-to-day thoughts.

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This week, I felt irrationally frustrated by people at work. I might as well lay those things out here, as succinctly as possible:

• first, I felt that making me do meetings is like pushing off someone's work on me, which I didn't like.
• that colored my reactions to people (negatively, if you didn't catch that)
• I don't think anyone cares what I have to say or share.
• sometimes I feel like I do way too much, and am not appreciated for it.

And this leads to more questions: why do I care so much about what happens at work, or what my co-workers think about me?

Meh, I'll let that stew for a bit. Though I imagine I won't remember feeling frustrated about this a few weeks from now. Such is life.

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My diet has not been as strict as usual. Whenever my mental state dives, it seems like the other parts of my life are automatically affected. I've known this about myself since forever, but that doesn't stop me from making poor decisions about what I do from day-to-day, unfortunately.

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That's about it. Some food for thought, and other things that have been on my mind recently:

• started using emacs. Meh. I'm still in the habit of using keep. I wonder if I should keep trying to make it a habit, or just give it up.
• I haven't used the mind-mapping software for a while, but then again: I really haven't been sitting down and thinking or learning about anything recently. Something to consider.
• I should update my blog more about my hobbies, and maybe even share more on social media. I haven't given it a ton of thought. I just think that I should keep better tabs on the state of my collection. Mainly for my own personal benefit, but I've even thought about sharing on social media. Although, I'd want to do something more than just take photos of games, though I'm not sure what.

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Sadly, the only photo I took this week is of some brand new instant noodles that I purchased from CVS. Behold, "Teriyaki Beef Flavor Stir Fry Asian Noodles in Sauce"!!

And the side:

I think that's enough for this week.