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there are many when an end seems in sight, within my hands, and it was only a matter of time before getting there would be a reality. and then what? well, naturally everything would begin. not only that, but gaps would be filled - you know, those unfillable gaps that long to be filled. its like having an epiphany: "oh yes!! that's why all that crap happened. i get it now!"

the road seems ponderous and interminable lately, but i guess everyone, at some point or another, shares with me that same enthusiasm which often accompanies such circumstances.

taking a walk the other day, things that go unnoticed suddenly become noticed: the warmth of the sun against one's skin, as if feeling it for the first time; realizing that what didn't bother you then, bothers you now; and that the patience for supposed recovery after being hurt slowly wears thin.

use me up now, and i shall disappear later.

perhaps i'll reappear in another place far from here, from everything/one i know now. wouldn't that be nice? one can always dream.